Be Prepared to Be in the Spotlight

On November 13, 2013, CNN.com ran the following story out of my hometown of New Haven, CT: “A
Connecticut rabbi returned $98,000 in cash he found in a plastic bag hidden behind drawers of an
ordinary office desk he bought on Craigslist in September. Rabbi Noah Muroff, a high school teacher at a private Jewish school in New Haven, discovered the money while dismantling the $150 desk to move it through a narrow doorway. “The desk did not fit … by just a fraction of an inch,” Muroff said.He said he unhooked file cabinet drawers and removed the top of the desk. Then came the unexpected surprise.
“Without detaching the desk, Muroff said, “this money, which was behind the drawers, was totally
inaccessible.” The rabbi and his wife, Esther, were in total shock. “We were looking at each other and
laughing,” he said. “This kind of thing only happens in the movies.” On the evening of September 2, just days before Rosh Hashanah, the Jewish New Year, Muroff and a friend picked up the desk from a
woman, Patty, who lives just outside of New Haven. Muroff declined to identify the owner further. “I
knew this was her money,” he said. “She told me she bought the desk from Staples and put it together
herself.” Within 20 minutes of finding the money, around 11:30 p.m. that same evening, Muroff called
Patty. “She was speechless, without words,” he said. Muroff said the former owner told him she put her
inheritance in the desk and after a while forgot it was there. “I do not think there are too many people
in this world that would have done what you did by calling me,” Patty wrote in a thank you note to
Muroff that CNN obtained. The couple took their four children with them to return the money the next
day, hoping their good deed will send “the message of honesty and integrity,” he said.

It has been reported that people refer to these types of a kiddush Hashem opportunities as a “Muroff
Moment,” whether it’s returning extra change to a cashier who made a mistake, or this story Rabbi
Muroff heard from a boy at the Clifton Cheder in New Jersey: “He bought a sefer from Z. Berman as a
gift for his rebbe. And he found something like $2,000 cash inside the book. He called them back to
return it — and made sure to tell me that he was inspired by my story.” At first Rabbi Muroff and his
wife kept their good deed quiet and to themselves. A few months later, though, he spoke with Rav
Shmuel Kamenetsky, who encouraged him to share the story. So he shared it with a local television
station. The story blew up all over newspaper and television channels in the U.S., Canada, Israel, and
elsewhere. One TV station went out and asked people on the street what they would have done. Their
reactions were mixed. One woman said, “I would have returned the money.” But others weren’t so sure.
Another woman said, “I would wait and see if they asked for it back.” And one man chimed in,“Finders,
keepers.” Within the Jewish community this story continues to inspire. A picture book, The Surprise in
the Desk, written by Carol Ungar, was published by Hachai in 2020. And in 2022 Yaakov Schwekey
recorded the song, “It Could be You,” featuring Rabbi Muroff. Publicizing the story allowed millions of
people to be inspired by it, thereby creating a powerful force of good that continues to positively impact
the world to this day. This is what Kiddush Hashem is all about: highlighting a person in order to bring
attention to the deed or cause thereby creating more good in the world. While the source for Kiddush
Hashem in the Torah is Parshat Emor (22:32) it can also be derived from a pasuk in Parshat Matot. The
tribes of Gad and Reuven wanted to remain on the east bank of the Jordan. Moshe told them that if
they would join the other tribes in conquering the land, they will have fulfilled their obligation and “be
clear before Hashem and before Yisroel.” “Before Yisroel” indicates that a person must be concerned
about human perception. Rabbi Soloveitchik put it this way: “One might think that one’s reputation is
his own concern; that he not care about others’ opinions. Halacha however maintains that one has no
right to sully his own reputation. His character is sacred and he is not permitted to forfeit his standing.
The human personality must be protected and not degraded.”

Two Hands - Two Mesorahs

In Parshat Pinchas we read about the appointment of Yehoshua as Moshe’s successor. Hashem told Moshe to give Yehoshua “Semicha” (his position of leadership) by literally leaning on Yehoshua with one hand (Bamidbar 27:18). A few pesukim later Moshe goes “all in” and leans on Yehoshua with both hands. Rabbi Soloveitchik explained that the two hands represent two traditions that need to be maintained. The first hand represents the intellectual transmission. Judaism contains a lot of facts, data and information. Before the Oral tradition was written down, this information needed to be committed to memory, preserved and transmitted to future generations. This required tremendous effort and dedication. Even today, with lots of books published, we need a transmission of Torah that helps us organize, prioritize and utilize all of the information passed down as part of the Oral Tradition. Moshe taught many students, but Yehoshua was his most devoted and reliable student.

As Pirkei Avot (1:1) makes clear: After Moshe, Yehoshua was the next link in the chain of the intellectual Mesorah. And even others, such as Pinchas or Elazar HaKohen, had faster recall or asked sharper questions, Yehoshua was still the heir to the mantle of Moshe’s leadership because he possessed something more than the intellectual Mesorah.

Rav Soloveitchik quoted the Midrash that Yehoshua also tended to the physical needs of Moshe and the Beit Midrash. For instance, he would arrange the chairs in preparation for the shiur. As the pasuk in Shemot testifies (33:11) Yehoshuia never left the tent of Moshe nor the tent of the shiur.

Rav Soloveitchik points out that only Yehoshua paired his intellectual tradition with a living tradition through service and physical exertion. This is what the Rabbis call Shimush Talmidei Chachamim, situating oneself in the presence of role models- people from whom you can learn from their deeds and their values as much as from their words and their insights. To paraphrase a quote from Maya Angelou, great people are not only memorable for what they say and what they do- but also for how they impact those around them and how they make other people feel.

This impact is what Rav Soloveitchik refers to as the experiential Mesorah. It is what Yehoshua is uniquely known for and it is the reason why Moshe leaned his second hand on Yehoshua as part of the succession ceremony. In a memorial lecture for his wife Rav Soloveitchik once noted two experiences from his childhood that shaped his religious persona: “In my experience, that is in my experiential, not intellectual memory, two nights stand out as endowed with unique qualities, exalted in holiness and shining with singular beauty. These nights are the night of the Seder and the night of Kol Nidrei. As a child I was fascinated by these two nights because they conjured a feeling of majesty. As a child I used to feel stimulated, aroused, and deeply inspired. I used to experience a strange peaceful stillness.

As a child I used to surrender, using the language of the mystics, to a stream of inflowing joy and ecstasy. In a word, as a child I felt the presence of kedusha on these nights.” This is the experiential aspect of Jewish tradition, one that can be taught through words- but only to a degree. To be fully understood it must be experienced and felt. Many of our youth are now at Jewish summer camp or other Jewish summer experiences. The “secret sauce” of the power and impact of these programs is that a) they are immersive- they remove kids from their familiar environment, routine and comfort zone and b) they are experiential. Many of our Jewish day schools have noticed the power of Jewish summer camp and have found ways to bring some of the magic into their schools. Such experiences can be impactful for adults just as they are for children. At our shul I want to encourage people to seek out such experiences – as well as think about ways in which we can bring some of that experiential magic onto our shul campus and into our own programming.

Observant and Observing

 I have always been enamored by stories of great people who demonstrate their greatness through their

attention to seemingly small details. Here’s a story told about the Lubavitcher Rebbe, whose yahrtzeit

was last Sunday, 3 Tammuz. The Rebbe was well known for handing out dollar bills. The Rebbe believed

that whenever two Jews meet it should create a benefit for a third Jew as well. So when the Rebbe

received people seeking his blessing, he would give each person a dollar bill to subsequently give to

tzedaka. On the day that I went to see the Rebbe as a young boy the Rebbe was giving out two dollar

bills to each person. Most people would keep the dollar that they received from the Rebbe as a

memento / segula and give a different dollar bill to Tzedaka. The Rebbe would also give out coins to

children as he was walking in Crown Heights. One time I received a coin from the Rebbe in this fashion.

As opposed to the dollars, the general practice was for children to immediately deposit the coin into the

nearest pushka. At public gatherings (farbrengen), children would sometimes be called up one by one to

receive a coin and a blessing from the Rebbe. The Rebbe would typically extend his right hand — as is

customary in Jewish tradition. One time a boy stepped up, and the Rebbe extended his left hand

instead. This puzzled many onlookers. The right hand is associated with strength and favor; why would

the Rebbe use his left? Later, someone close to the Rebbe asked him, and the Rebbe quietly explained:

“I saw that the boy is left-handed. I wanted him to feel the same comfort and honor as the others. If I

used my right hand, he would have had to awkwardly switch hands to receive the coin. Why should he

feel different or out of place — even for a second?” Another famous story about attention to detail is

told about Rav Chaim Soloveitchik, grandfather of Rabbi Joseph B. Soloveitchik and Rabbi in Brisk. Rav

Chaim was a serious Torah scholar and communal leader, yet he requested that on his tombstone only

the words “Rav Chesed” be engraved. One year on Erev Pesach, hours before the Seder, Rav Chaim

received a knock at the door. Outside stood a poor man who said: “Rabbi, I need to ask you a question

about Seder night. Is it permissible to drink milk for the four cups at the Seder?” Rav Chaim asked his

wife to him bring five rubles, which he gave to the man and wished him a happy Pesach. When the man

had departed, Rav Chaim’s wife inquired: “Why did you give so much money to that man? One ruble

would have been sufficient to buy wine for the whole of Pesach.” Rav Chaim replied: “Since he was

asking whether he could drink milk at the Seder, I deduced that he obviously could not afford meat

either! The extra money was to purchase meat for the festival.” In reading Parshat Balak one can ask:

what exactly did Bilam do wrong? Hashem never told Bilam to turn back, so why is Bilam punished and

villainized by our tradition? Rav Hillel Mertzbach of Yad Binyamin suggested that Bilam might have been

paying attention to the “text” but he was not paying attention to the context. Yes, technically Hashem

told him he could go but the context was that He really didn’t want Bilam to go. Had he been really

paying attention he would have known the truth. Pirkei Avot contrasts Bilam with Avraham Avinu.

Avraham paid attention to everything going on around him. Avraham noticed the sun and the moon and

wondered who created them. This attention to detail led him to become the father of many nations,

including ours. Another term for people who are religious and keep Halacha is “observant”. Yes, we

must observe the mitzvot. But greatness is also found in the way that we observe and are sensitive to

everything and everyone around us.

Take Cheshbon!

 Towards the end of the Parsha we read how Sichon King of Emori did not permit Bnei Yisrael to pass through his territory. The king led his people in war against the Jews, and they were defeated in a battle in which Israel conquered all his cities including Sichon’s capital of Cheshbon. The Talmud in Gittin (38a) teaches that עַמּוֹן וּמוֹאָב טָהֲרוּ בְּסִיחוֹן. land of Ammon and Moab became purified through the conquest of Sihon. Hashem did not permit Bnai Yisrael to conquer lands controlled by their distant cousins, Ammon and Moav: Only once their lands were conquered by Sihon did they become “purified” (ie permitted) to be conquered by Bnai Yisrael. The Torah then gives some background to the Sichon’s victory in a cryptic fashion (21:27): עַל־כֵּ֛ן יֹֽאמְר֥וּ הַמּֽשְׁלִ֖ים בֹּ֣אוּ חֶשְׁבּ֑וֹן תִּבָּנֶ֥ה וְתִכּוֹנֵ֖ן עִ֥יר סִיחֽוֹן: “Concerning this, those who speak in parables say, "Come to Heshbon, may it be built and established as the city of Sihon.” Rashi explains that when Sichon was having difficulties conquering these lands, he hired two prophets, Bilaam and his father Be’or, to curse the Moabites thereby allowing for Sichon’s conquest. “Moshlim” is a reference to the evil father-son prophet team that assured Sichon of the efficacy of their curses by encouraging Sichon to “come to Cheshbon” and conquer it from Moav. The Talmud in Baba Batra (78b) suggests a non-literal reading of the pasuk: “Hamoshlim”; these are the people who rule over [hamoshlim] their evil inclination. They will say: “Come to Heshbon,” meaning: Come and let us calculate the account of [ḥeshbon] the world, i.e., the financial loss incurred by the fulfillment of a mitzva in contrast to its reward, and the reward for committing a transgression, i.e., the pleasure and gain received, in contrast to the loss it entails. “Let it be built and established” means that if you make this calculation, you will be built in this world and you will be established in the World-to-Come.” Literally Moshlim are poets or prophets, but the Talmud understands it to refer to those who “rule” over their impulses and base desires. The way to rule over our base instincts is to make a Cheshbon, an accounting, and to carefully consider the costs and benefits of our actions- both short term and long term. Rabbi Dr. Abraham Twerski noted that western society places a high premium on acting in ways that prioritize the pleasure of the moment. He suggests that this explains why credit card debt is so rampant in America, with the average household carrying $8,000 in this type of debt. If people would calculate the actual and ultimate cost of purchases they make on credit cards that carry exorbitant interest rates, their spending habits would most likely change. People would stay more within their means and delay big purchases until they could really afford them. An economy built on credit cards enables peoples to be blinded by their desires and not to calculate the true costs. This is not only a spending issue. People are often compelled to say or do something that feels good or right in the moment but turns out to be unhelpful or even detrimental in the bigger picture or in the longer term. This is how the Talmud’s homiletic interpretation overlaps with the literal reading. Had King Sichon taken a step back and looked at the bigger picture he could have realized that one potential outcome of his conquest of Cheshbon was that it would enable Bnei Yisrael to take it from him without violating the Divine edict not to battle with Moav. Sichon’s inability to “take an accounting” of all of the possible outcomes of his military action led to his defeat. Cheshbon Hanefesh, a personal accounting, is an important reflection tool, reviewing our past actions to learn lessons for the future. This pasuk in Chukat highlights the importance of Cheshbon Hanefesh as also a planning tool: a helpful way for us to consider all of the potential outcomes and to then act accordingly.