Thursday, April 1, 2021

Yizkor: Not Sadness, Gratitude

 

      Marsha Kreuzman weighed only 68 pounds and was near death when American soldiers freed her from the steps of one of Hitler’s concentration camps where Jews were cremated.  She was 18 years old at the time and says she looked like a skeleton.

      Now, almost 90 years old, Kreuzman is still haunted by the bitter realities of her painful past. “They murdered [my father] in front of me” she said.  Her mother and brother were also killed.  There was a time, Kreuzman says, when she wanted to die too. “We knew that we were going to die, so we wanted to die sooner than later. Because of all the tortures, nothing to eat, nothing to drink, no wash, no going to the bathroom.”

      Kreuzman always wanted to thank her liberators. After settling in New Jersey she says she spent decades trying to track them down. But it wasn’t until this past October when she finally found an important clue: a 65th wedding anniversary announcement for Joe and Anne Barbella. The article, published in a local newspaper, noted that Joe was a WWII Vet and had served in the 11th Armored Division – the same unit that helped liberate the Mauthausen concentration camp.  That was Kreuzman’s camp. “I nearly fainted.  I still have a shock, really and truly” she said.

      Kreuzman looked up Joe Barbella, 93, and after a tearful conversation, visited him at his home.  As fate would have it, the two had lived in the same town -- just a few miles apart -- for more than 33 years. And they lived somewhat parallel lives.  Like Kreuzman, Barbella, also spent years talking to students about the horrors of the Holocaust -- insistent the world should not forget those who were murdered.  Two people determined to tell their stories. Now, the survivor and her liberator have become friends. Kreuzman calls Barbella a hero. “He deserves to be honored”, she said.  “Now I can rest in peace knowing that I found him and got to thank the Americans that liberated me.”

(As told by Rehema Ellis, Correspondent, NBC News.)

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      One of the main themes of Pesach is gratitude. The popular Seder song Dayeinu is an exercise in gratitude. Shira, song, is a vehicle for expressing our gratitude to Hashem. That’s why Hallel, the type we say at the Seder as well as the type that we recite as part of Pesach morning prayers all week, is called Shira, song. While anyone can (and should) feel gratitude, only free women and men have the opportunity to express gratitude whenever and wherever they want. It is therefore not surprising that the Pesach holiday culminates with the scene at the sea, during which the entire Jewish People gratefully sing the Song at the Sea. 

      On the last day of Pesach we recite Yizkor. These memorial prayers seem to be an odd choice to include in our Jewish holiday observance. However upon further consideration, Yizkor is a most appropriate way to end the Pesach season. In the context of Pesach, Yizkor is not meant to focus our attention on the sadness and loss of those dearly departed. Rather we remember these people as expressions of gratitude for the legacies they left behind and the impacts that they had on others; impacts which reverberate to this day.

      There is a custom to make a donation to our shul in memory of the people for whom we say Yizkor. Our shul is also deserving of our gratitude. It serves as a focal point for Jewish life and helps perpetuate Jewish values from one generation to the next. This Yizkor, I ask you to consider joining our Legacy Society. A legacy gift costs nothing now. But it immediately demonstrates your appreciation by including the shul in your estate plan. Please join this illustrious group of over 40 members who are already Legacy donors. To join the YIH Legacy Society just fill out this form here: https://images.shulcloud.com/406/uploads/Life-and-Legacy/FilableDOI2021.pdf

If you have any questions or to learn more, please contact me or Reva Homnick.

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