Friday March 13, 2020 is the exact date that the pandemic
began for me. That morning there was a bris at shul. I was honored with
reciting the blessings before the baby naming. After the baby was named I was
called upon to drink from the cup. I was so nervous to drink from the cup that
I spilled wine on my tie. Friday afternoon, a few hours before Shabbat, we made
the decision to close shul. Our shul campus did not open again (for outdoor
minyanim) until Monday June 1, 2020. Will the end date of this pandemic be as
clear as its start date was? When will the pandemic end? When will the pandemic
shift to endemic status? Some suggest we are already there. Others, including
the World Health Organization, say that we are still in the pandemic stage. And
it is too soon to know when this stage will end. I have not been following the
case counts, positivity rates, hospitalizations and deaths as closely as I did
in 2020. My mind has shifted focus to think about the tremendous toll that this
pandemic has taken on all of us, to different degrees and in different ways.
Our world and our lives have been changed in fundamental ways, ways in which we
do not yet fully comprehend. Even when the pandemic is over, the CoVID dust
will take years (or longer) to settle in a way that we can talk about a “post
CovID” normalcy with any degree of certainty.
Sometimes I wish I had a crystal ball that could give me
the answer to questions like “When will CoVID be over?” In Parshat Tetzaveh we
are introduced to the special vestments of the Kohen Gadol. One of those
articles of clothing was the Choshen, the breastplate. The Torah notes an
element contained within the Choshen was the Urim V’Tumim (28:30): “You shall
place the Urim and the Tumim into the Choshen of Judgment so that they will be
over Aaron's heart when he comes before the Lord, and Aaron will carry the
judgment of the children of Israel over his heart before the Lord at all
times.” The Talmud (Yoma 73) describes how the Urim V’Tumim functioned like a
God-given crystal ball: “The Sages taught: How does one consult the Urim V’Tumim?
The one asking stands with his face toward the one who is asked, i.e. the High
Priest or the priest anointed for war. And the one who is asked, the High
Priest, turns his face toward the Divine Presence.” When a question was asked,
and the Kohen Gadol was worthy of receiving prophecy, then the answer to the
question would reveal itself on the breastplate through a deciphering of
letters that were engraved there. Rambam explains that the Urim V’Tumim refers
to the letters standing out in a way that allowed the Kohen Gadol to decipher the
letters (with Divine assistance) in a way that would answer the question. Rashi
agrees with Ramban on the procedure, but he explains that the Urim V’Tumim
refers to a piece of parchment that contained a name of God that was slipped
into the breastplate. It was this parchment that demonstrated that the answer
was coming from Hashem. According to both opinions, the answers came about
through Divine assistance in tandem with human worthiness and intellect. Hashem
would “light up” the letters on the Choshen, but the Kohen Gadol then needed to
be enlightened enough to decipher the jumble to devise a coherent answer. The
Kohen Gadol needed to be worthy and he needed Divine Assistance. I don’t know
precisely when we will be able to declare CoVID over. But I do know that as we
navigate from now until then, we will need to utilize our intellect, our
optimism and our dependence on Hashem to reach that point and to build what
comes afterwards.
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