Why didn’t the Jews listen to and rejoice in the news of
redemption that Moshe was spreading? Didn’t they want to leave Egypt, or at the
very least be free from the slavery in which they currently found themselves?
The Torah itself gives us the answer (Shemot 6:9):
Moses spoke thus to
the children of Israel, but they did not hearken to Moses because of [their]
shortness of breath and because of [their] hard labor.
Bnai Yisrael did not listen to Moshe due to two factors: the
hard work, and “Kotzer Ruach,” a type of “shortness of breath”. What
exactly is Kotzer Ruach?
According to some commentators, Kotzer Ruach refers
to a lack of perspective. As much as they may have wanted to, Bnai Yisrael were
unable to see beyond their current reality. It is possible to be so entrenched
in a situation that one cannot imagine anything different.
In Key West, there is a beautiful building designed over 100
years ago by William Freret of New York, the Supervising Architect of the
United States Government at that time. This building has a number of unusual
features. For one, the building has a tin roof. The architect felt that a tin
roof would be most beneficial in capturing the huge amounts of snow and helping
to quickly melt it into drinking water for the use of the building’s employees.
The building was also equipped with eleven huge hearth fireplaces, capable of
keeping the building warm through the fiercest of winters.
This impressive building with its shiny tin roof and
fireplaces sits in Key West, Florida as testimony to the difficulty man has in
adapting to new environments and situations.
Bnei Yisrael may have wanted freedom. But this desire was
tainted by an inability to truly envision the reality of their freedom. Kotzer
Ruach occurs when the comfort of familiarity overpowers any goals for the
future. We may want something, and yet be stymied by unwillingness or inability
to imagine what that goal would actually look like when realized.
Rabbi Samson Raphael Hirsch, whose yahrtzeit was Friday, explains
that “Kotzer Ruach” refers to impatience. The Jews may have desired to
be free, but could not wait for a process to unfold. They wanted immediate
gratification. For Bnai Yisrael it was “now or never”- if freedom could not be
achieved right now, then it might as well never occur. Impatience was an
ongoing problem for Bnai Yisrael during the early stages of their development.
For example, no matter how one understands the sin of the Golden Calf, the
precipitating cause was the Jewish People’s impatience.
The American poet W.H. Auden wrote, “Perhaps there is only
one cardinal sin: impatience. Because of impatience we were driven out of
Paradise, because of impatience we cannot return.” Impatience breeds fear,
stress and discouragement. Around this time of year many Americans make
resolutions for the new secular year. Many of us may follow suit or just review
those resolutions we may have made almost four months ago on Rosh Hashana. The
greatest impediment to fulfilling resolutions is impatience. When results do
not come as quickly as we would like, we give up. This is the attitude of Kotzer
Ruach that Bnei Yisrael suffered in Egypt. And this is the Kotzer Ruach
that we must be mindful of in our pursuit of success.
Along with hard work and help from Hashem, a desire is
crucial for success. But that desire must not be tainted with Kotzer Ruach.
When striving for our goals, we have to be able to envision what actual success
will look like, while at the same time remaining patient.
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